Feeling like a slacker? like you missed your big shot? To old? To dumb? Till now you’ve gotten by somehow but there is an urge deep down inside that screams for something more for your pathetic life.
So how do you do it? Is it a matter of brain power? Can you think your way into a more productive life. Or are you simply doomed to fail?
Maybe it’s the chicken and the egg situation. If you were supposed to be a productive person you would be already. Your life of mediocrity is proof of your inability to change and be more then what you are. But you still have to try right? Even if the end is spelled out. Because what is not trying?
Simply to just be. A content existence. No ambitions but also no guilt of your decisions. Or is it worse then that?
The absence of progression is to degrade into uselessness. But can something useless trying to be useful be of worth?
Real growth and change is institutionalized. It’s not a declaration of who you want to be but a tiring and gruesome subjection of your thoughts and actions. A never ending battle.
Correcting your ever failing self.
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