Sometimes I look back at situations from my life that I could have participated more in. Instead of sitting back I could have possibly done more for myself. Furthered my scope and ambitions. Not that I had much for large parts of my younger life.
Sometimes I play music. Like an acoustic guitar and I let myself feel nothing for a moment so I can refocus on the act of purely playing, to find enjoyment in a rhythm or something like that. I spent a lot of my time in this place growing up. Like a bubble of disengagement. Letting the world happen around me while I watched.
Most of the time sitting back doesn’t get you anywhere but once in a while it can make you feel like the center of the universe.
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