Are we in an infinite loop de loop? Life replayed like a tape. Yet we hardly remember the memories that matter the most. The calm truth or a battered old phrase. Our world comes and goes but no one really knows. We all try to save face by condemning the worst parts of ourselves or what we perceive to be the worst parts.
I’ve read all about the me I can be or could if it weren’t for myself. So an infinite loop and we call AI slop but if I’ve written this before are we not just repeating what we were programmed to do. We are racing towards having no responsibility.
A good soldier of the lord once told me he was afraid of death. I wish I could have known him longer. I’m reminiscing about what could have been. If next time is like this loop it’s to bad.
Should we shoulder the weight of the world. If we could actually live a thousand life times and remember would we make it matter. To achieve the everlasting reward at the end of the struggle. If we could remember being on both sides of every hate would we still be the aggressor.
Inverted but still not in free fall. That fleeting moment before we go all in. Decisions like memories. We remember what keeps us alive. No external threat to the future but ourselves. Time and time again then more time. Lets break the loop de loop. Instead of being scared we should move for positive change.